Heyho! Astagfirullahalazdim... This post sincerely is my thought about my experience that made me more confident living my life as it created to be by the Director. If it contains something that shows my pride over my Director, trust me that i don't mean that. (for the grammar also). Here i go! As i get older by the time, the Director shows me lots of thing which really makes me think the connection between my fate, my pray and my effort. I mostly let my pray flows slowly, struggle sufficiently and wait without hope. I don't even care whether my pray will get its actual answer or how far i have to pray, exactly I surrender to all my desire. The only thing I know for sure: everything that comes to my life has already been passed the God's gate, no need to worry, simply it just have to be like that, the answer to my pray (always between 'granted or replaced'). Pembuktian bahwa segala sesuatu yang terjadi dalam hidup ini adalah hasil usaha dan doa mula...
Day 2. Makan. Amatlah benar makan adalah jalan tercepat menuju bahagia. Terlebih kalau lagi lapar-laparnya. Tapi mungkin jawabannya terlalu terus terang, mari kita jabarkan hal yang lebih sentimentil. Aku personally akan happy ketika bisa membuat orang lain happy. Iya, ini artinya aku bisa bahagia kalau orang lain bahagia. Ini salah satu hal aja. Sejatinya bahagia itu datang dari diri sendiri. Banyak hal lain yang harus ditempuh dengan proses hingga ujungnya mencapai bahagia. Apakah itu? Achievement. Baik dalam bentuk lolos seleksi, menyelesaikan pekerjaan atau menemukan solusi suatu masalah. Makan itu, bentuk bahagia cepat dan instan. Kalau aku, ketika misalnya dihadapkan suatu masalah, kerjaan atau mau ikut seleksi, biasanya ada masa-masa aku suntuk, jenuh, mumet. Di saat-saat itulah aku car makan enak, buat sekedar menenangkan pikiran, release semua hal negatif. Bahagia? Jelas. Tetapi harus selalu diingat, aku ga akan bisa lari dari masalah. Saat udah tenang, hadapi masalahnya, peke...
AAAA YEAY. oh waw. Hello, dear, my future +1, Back then, years ago, I arbitrary said (or declare) that I was going to marry you at the age of 24 and had 3 children already by the age of 27. Just FYI. I was blinded by the facts that my fingerprints were technologically or (psychologically) showed the ultimate goal of my life is to love and to be loved. It was well printed out in a piece of paper. Another fact I blamed was the meaning behind my name. It (also) printed out in a hard copy ancient dictionary that I destined to easily give love to someone, well yeah it turned out I was ended up hurting myself during my 20s heuuu. Yap enough for the TMI. We havent met yet, or have we? Idk, still don't have any clue. BUT, I am sure our name written already side by side somewhere, not only we know. I am sure and i hope you too, and everyone too. How you doing? Good? What you have been up to? Hows today? In times i felt lonely, i think its better if i have you by my side. Listen to all my st...
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