the colorful scraplife

sorry for all the distance i made sorry for all the bad i said it is really fine to judge me an egoist or antagonist. i deserve those words. i dont wanna let this getting worst and be a big problem. im sure that you never thought about this. but i do think about this many times. and i cant count on you to make this better. so, this is my way. my way to make this better. it cant be fixed by doing the nice things, so take the worst thing ever. feel me? yes, you have to. i dont mind if you fading away and dont wanna greet me again. those thing that i really want to be happened as soon as possible. you know what? you treat me like you treat her, you stare at me like you stare at her, you talk to me like you talk to her, you care about me like you care about her. where is the wrong point? you feel her, but you dont feel me. fair enough not to let this thing happened for long times. i appreciate your kindness fully. if you dont get this problem as your problem, it is c...

was glaubst du? i wanna type some sentences in deutsch, but i dont even know how to make a, u, o, with 2 node above them. and i am worrying much if there is deutsch people reading this post, and he/she will mad at me. here it is konnen Sie das bitte erklaren? ich brauche dich nicht. das ist sehr gut fur mich. aber, du bist keine alles. hahaha i left meine kursbuch in my dorm, and i dont have any cheat here to type some deutsch sentence. and finally, vielen dank! you dont have to say sorry or ask for forgiveness cause i knew that you do your thoughts. i thought that you never felt so wrong too. even sometimes i judge you bad, but it doesnt seems important now, right? lesson learned, beautifully. vielen dank! -tita