lots of tear
it is easy not to cry in front of someone who is not into you but it is very hard not to cry in front of someone who is really into you. i do not know how many litter of tears which i produced yesterday just because thinking about you have already prepared and ready to go, leave me. i never imagined that this day would come. moreover it came to me who missing you a lot and have not met you for a long time. i was going to me meet you to spill my feeling, sharing laughs but you had a rare topic to talk about. it made me.. well hard to resist my sadness. so... i will not give you another load. also i will not ask you to stay. you know exactly how it feels when you force someone to stay by your side when there is no will. -karunika