the colorful scraplife

the most fav photo! BPH IME 2013, before going to our last farewell event, Anyer. -tita

das verstehe ich nicht -karunika

What is the worst thing ever? I swear, being trapped in the same hole for twice. Im so sorry for you who is so far away rigth now, because i didnt keep my promise. Remember the time when i asked for your signed?  You wrote in my book 'jadi wanita solehah ya ta'. It was the time when you accept me as your junior, same as the other. Time goes by. We were getting closer suddenly. The time also which separating us beautifully. it needs 'only' a year to let you go and be stranger. And im curse myself for not caring about us again. Here i am. In case not to remember you again, i did my bad. I am playing around, let myself fall and be the weakest girl. No, you dont have to worry about me, like you did last year. I can handle it by myself. Cheerful is my middle name, after chubby exactly. Hahaha. See? I sill can laugh at myself. I dont know why, i wrote this with you as my object. I thought someone who close to me right now is best. But i am to stupid right now. Mayb

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