valuable things

the next 11th January, i will let someone gone. maybe he's not so important for me because we seldom contact each other. but i know he's the best one that i have ever had. he is older than me about 2 years. he's a religious. he loves his family very much. he has no doubt that someday he will be a man who makes his mom proud.

he have studied in mechanical engineering for 1 year but he resigned because his passion in astrophysics. he spent almost 3 years for learning other language. deutchland is his priority. but he failed going to his dreamland cause he got sick. he has maag. acute.

and then he tried learning other language. france. yes. he is going to france next month. leaving all the happiness here, will find his passions later. he was 4 years late to study in college, but he will pay for it absolutely. he will never answer if i ask "when will you come back?". because he did not know too.

he promised to meet me once before he is gone. im just his little sister who always ask him to listen my whines. he is my older brother who always give me advice wisely. even we were not always talk everytime, i feel that he is my closest one.

idk why did i wrote those. now i confused about the things that i'll give to him and wish he reminds me sometimes even we are about milions mile away.

i proud of him.
-your sweet little sister, cila-

he said that if there is a very big area in my home, he will send eiffel to me